Jinxes of Birthdays
I’m on my way towards reaching my optimum state of mind. What do I have in mind is really hard for me to explain here. A few keywords perhaps will help — POE, Coaching, CK, NLP, Meta-Milton. That’s right…for a nong nong time, I have not felt that way about myself. Now…it’s about fucking time I reach it once again. AND…to stay there consistently!
A few things are helping or have helped to kick-start. Good sleep , Dugong, Sundial Dreams and a lady without the "L". Directly or indirectly, they’ve helped.
I refuse to believe in ANY fucking WAY that people are jinxed in their birthdays. In everyday life (NOT just birthdays), we face problems and unhappiness 50% of the time. So "what you focus on, it expands" as a saying goes. You focus on a problem, it becomes bigger. You focus on happiness, it blooms.
Hey, you wanna say it’s "jinx" at your birthday…you will NEVER wanna be a 14-Feb baby. I know it…I am one! My friends are by now attached or married (mostly older than me). So during Valentine’s Day, the attached guys and girls will of coz be out with their partners….so would they bother about me? Noooo. No way the single guys will go out with each other. It’s too wierd on Valentine’s Day. Too damn wierd! Single girls may not wanna go out with single guys for fear being seen as couples in town. Anyway, the ENTIRE world of couples will pack town with their roses, teddy bears, lovey dovey body language and extraordinary dress codes. So during such times, if I’m single…I’ll be left alone. I’ve only enjoyed , in recent years, 2 of my birthdays.
And you know the wierdest part about this? Couples breaks up during such emotional times. I’m always thinking to myself "Fuck lah…I’m single and hoping for a nice gf..and you people are breaking up during Valentine’s Day. MY BIRTHDAY! "
So still jinx? haha! Be happy on your special day if it’s around the corner. It’s the period where you are the Top of the world, the King of the mountain, the Queen, the Princess. If it’s worth anything, you will be treated as such EVERYDAY of your life. As long as you believe you are worth that much.
