Return.
I’ve returned…this strange odd complicating person you call Kelvin or kuan or ck.
Just realised what a fucking nong nong time it is since I last wrote.I was thinking about this for a nong nong time…I was wondering what’s there to write about? What’s there for people to read? Do people REALLY wanna know what’s going on in my life? Afterall…I’m not your typical centre of the party, I’m not exactly very funny. I can be cynical though…but not really humorous. I’m not good looking or a gym fanatic. I’m not deep-pocketed and I’m not someone you will fall deeply in love with. You’ll NEVER think all that about me and you’ll never fall that deeply in love with me UNTIL you dig down inside me and listen to what heart whispers everyday and every night.
What I am though is a pure aquarius. I work my ass off day in day out for one of Singapore’s attraction venue. I work my ass off for my dreams and ambitions. I dream about my ambitions every fucking night…
Sometimes I wonder if I had teared in my dreams. I think about things that made me happy, made me sad, mad me angry, made my envious. I think about my life, my dreams, my ambitions, my emotions.
Recently there’re some happenings that have been making me smile. It’s something that has not happened for a nong nong time. No matter what you may think, no matter how simple it may seem to you…a smile is a smile. Perhaps you may think it’s actually nothing or that it’s really complicated. A smile is STILL a smile. Maybe you will feel that it’s not worth it or that I deserved something else to smile about. Fact is fact. I smiled. There’s NOTHING you do or say or reveal that’ll change that smile.
Should you care, you’ll know why I smiled. Should you think it’s worth it, you’ll smile the way I smiled.
I’ve returned…this strange odd complicating person you call Kelvin or kuan or ck.
Perhaps I’ll stay, perhaps I won’t. For fucking nong nong complicating period..wonder on.
