September Babies

September 11th, 2006 by lifeofck

As I watched Formula One World Champion Michael Shumacher announces his retirement, just 3 races left in his illustrious racing career, it leaves me to admire once again the heart of this man. The determination, courage …the heart of a champion.

Oh…but back to the topic. keke!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ALL YOU September Babies!

Always remember to enjoy your DAY and never let anyone or anything take it away from you. If it’s worth anything, just know a simple heart with a simple gesture could something means a world of love. No tangible items will ever spell L.O.V.E and will never last because Tangible items comes from the pocket.

But effort will spells L.O.V.E and effort lasts forever because an effort comes from the heart.

Damn…do I make any fucking sense here? If I do, applaud my philosophy. If I don’t, screw it.

Jinxes of Birthdays

September 10th, 2006 by lifeofck

I’m on my way towards reaching my optimum state of mind. What do I have in mind is really hard for me to explain here. A few keywords perhaps will help — POE, Coaching, CK, NLP, Meta-Milton. That’s right…for a nong nong time, I have not felt that way about myself. Now…it’s about fucking time I reach it once again. AND…to stay there consistently!

A few things are helping or have helped to kick-start. Good sleep  , Dugong, Sundial Dreams and a lady without the "L". Directly or indirectly, they’ve helped.

I refuse to believe in ANY fucking WAY that people are jinxed in their birthdays. In everyday life (NOT just birthdays), we face problems and unhappiness 50% of the time. So "what you focus on, it expands" as a saying goes. You focus on a problem, it becomes bigger. You focus on happiness, it blooms.

Hey, you wanna say it’s "jinx" at your birthday…you will NEVER wanna be a 14-Feb baby. I know it…I am one! My friends are by now attached or married (mostly older than me). So during Valentine’s Day, the attached guys and girls will of coz be out with their partners….so would they bother about me? Noooo. No way the single guys will go out with each other. It’s too wierd on Valentine’s Day. Too damn wierd! Single girls may not wanna go out with single guys for fear being seen as couples in town. Anyway, the ENTIRE world of couples will pack town with their roses, teddy bears, lovey dovey body language and extraordinary dress codes. So during such times, if I’m single…I’ll be left alone. I’ve only enjoyed , in recent years, 2 of my birthdays.

And you know the wierdest part about this? Couples breaks up during such emotional times. I’m always thinking to myself "Fuck lah…I’m single and hoping for a nice gf..and you people are breaking up during Valentine’s Day. MY BIRTHDAY! "

So still jinx? haha! Be happy on your special day if it’s around the corner. It’s the period where you are the Top of the world, the King of the mountain, the Queen, the Princess. If it’s worth anything, you will be treated as such EVERYDAY of your life. As long as you believe you are worth that much.

A foreword of this blog…

September 6th, 2006 by lifeofck

Here’s a foreword of this blog that I forgot to include right at the start of this blog. What on earth did I just fucking say?? Duh…

well…all I want to say is that if this blog continues day after day, week after week…it simply means the writer is still alive enough to put his thoughts into words. If you dun see entires into the blog…it simply means the opposite.

Don’t need me to explain more right?

I smoke alone because my heart cries. I drink alone because my heart bleeds.

If you don’t understand the heart has been saying, then you don’t understand me at all.

"nuff said.

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Goodbye Steve Irvin…

September 4th, 2006 by lifeofck

For those who observes nature and watches Channel 10 ( Animal Planet ) will know who’s Steve Irvin. This guy is the first environmentalist who revolutionalised nature documentary with his daring crocodile captures. He’s also one who truly loves his job, teaches his 2 young children to love nature, even his wife runs along with him in his shows. I loved his shows and I respect everything that he does for nature. Good bye Steve…

"World-famous Australian "crocodile hunter" and television environmentalist Steve Irwin has been killed by a stingray blow to the heart while filming a new documentary.

The larger-than-life Irwin, 44, known for his fearlessly enthusiastic handling of even the deadliest of wildlife, was killed when a stingray barb punctured his chest during underwater filming on the Great Barrier Reef.

"He came over the top of a stingray and the stingray’s barb went up and went into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said the ebullient Irwin’s longtime producer John Stainton, who was with him at the time.

"It’s likely that he possibly died instantly when the barb hit him, and I don’t think that he … felt any pain," a tearful Stainton told reporters in the city of Cairns Monday.

Police and officials at Irwin’s zoo confirmed his death in the freak incident that took place at about 11:00 am (0100 GMT) off the coast of Port Douglas in the northeastern Australian state of Queensland.

Irwin was evacuated from his boat by helicopter and ambulance service officials said he had suffered a puncture wound to the left side of his chest and was immediately pronounced dead.

Stingrays have several sharp and venomous barbs on their tails that they use to defend themselves when they feel threatened, but Stainton insisted that Irwin had not provoked the creature while filming.

"I have never met a more professional person in my whole life nor a more passionate person in my whole life on wildlife issues," Stainton said of the iconic Irwin, who was making a show about deadly sea dwellers.

Australian wildlife filmmaker David Ireland said that the stingray’s tail was "like a bayonet on a rifle".

"If it hits any vital organs it’s as deadly as a bayonet," he said.

Police said Irwin’s US-born wife Terri had been informed of his death while hiking in Tasmania. The couple had two children aged eight and three.

The garrulous animal-lover’s rallying cry of "crikey" when faced with a crocodile, snake or ferocious-looking spider made him an Australian icon across the world.

His "Crocodile Hunter" show, in which the tousle-haired adventurer appeared in his trademark khaki shorts and shirt, was first broadcast in 1992 and has been shown around the world on the Discovery cable network ever since.

His outspoken persona became so popular that he won a cameo role in a Hollywood movie, "Dr Dolittle 2," starring US comic actor Eddie Murphy.

Australians mourned the loss of one of their best known countrymen, with Prime Minister John Howard leading the public outpouring of grief over the death of a man whom he knew well.

"I really do feel Australia has lost a wonderful and colourful son," Howard said. "He took risks, he enjoyed life.

"He brought immense joy to millions of people, particularly to children, and it’s just such a terrible loss. He was one of those great quintessential Australian faces that people recognised everywhere," added the grim-looking prime minister after parliament was told of his death.

Ordinary Australians called into their local radio and television stations expressing their shock and sadness at Irwin’s passing, while others flocked to the television star’s Australia Zoo in Beerwah, on the Sunshine coast of Queensland state, to lay flowers in his memory.

"We just thought he was a good guy for what he did for Australia. He put us on the map, I reckon," said Rod Cameron at the zoo.

Another mourner was more sanguine. "He died doing what he loved, didn’t he?" said tourist Glenn Batson.

The son of reptile park owners, the young Irwin became a crocodile trapper, ridding residential areas of their reptilian threats.

His fearless approach to the animal kingdom however provoked international outrage when he involved his infant son in one of his death-defying antics.

In early 2004, he fed a four-metre (13-foot) crocodile with one hand while clutching his baby son Bob in the other during a show at his Australia Zoo reptile park.

But Irwin was unrepentant when confronted about the incident in an interview. "I will continue to educate my children and the children of the world so they don’t go into the water with crocs," he said.

Irwin’s voice remained on the answering machine of his zoo on Monday, reminding callers with a whoop: "Remember, they rule," referring to his dangerous documentary subjects."

Return.

September 3rd, 2006 by lifeofck

I’ve returned…this strange odd complicating person you call Kelvin or kuan or ck.

Just realised what a fucking nong nong time it is since I last wrote.I was thinking about this for a nong nong time…I was wondering what’s there to write about? What’s there for people to read? Do people REALLY wanna know what’s going on in my life? Afterall…I’m not your typical centre of the party, I’m not exactly very funny. I can be cynical though…but not really humorous. I’m not good looking or a gym fanatic. I’m not deep-pocketed and I’m not someone you will fall deeply in love with. You’ll NEVER think all that about me and you’ll never fall that deeply in love with me UNTIL you dig down inside me and listen to what heart whispers everyday and every night.

What I am though is a pure aquarius. I work my ass off day in day out for one of Singapore’s attraction venue. I work my ass off for my dreams and ambitions. I dream about my ambitions every fucking night…

Sometimes I wonder if I had teared in my dreams. I think about things that made me happy, made me sad, mad me angry, made my envious. I think about my life, my dreams, my ambitions, my emotions.

Recently there’re some happenings that have been making me smile. It’s something that has not happened for a nong nong time. No matter what you may think, no matter how simple it may seem to you…a smile is a smile. Perhaps you may think it’s actually nothing or that it’s really complicated. A smile is STILL a smile. Maybe you will feel that it’s not worth it or that I deserved something else to smile about. Fact is fact. I smiled. There’s NOTHING you do or say or reveal that’ll change that smile.

Should you care, you’ll know why I smiled. Should you think it’s worth it, you’ll smile the way I smiled.

I’ve returned…this strange odd complicating person you call Kelvin or kuan or ck.

Perhaps I’ll stay, perhaps I won’t. For fucking nong nong complicating period..wonder on.

Just take this song and you’ll never feel Left all alone

February 3rd, 2006 by lifeofck

You know I’m a dreamer
But my heart’s of gold
I had to run away and hide
Coz I couldn’t go home
Just when things went right
Suddenly it all went wrong
Just take this song and you’ll never feel
Left all alone

Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I’m comin’ off this
Long & winding road

I’m on my way
I’m on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight tonight
I’m on my way
I’m on my way Just set me free
Home sweet home

You know that I’ve seen
To0 many romantic dreams
Up in lights, fallin’ off
The silver screen

My heart’s like an open book
For the whole world to read
Sometimes nothing-keeps me together
At the seams

I’m on my way
I’m on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight tonight
Just set me free
Home sweet home

Just take this song and you’ll never feel Left all alone

The DENOUNCEMENT

November 13th, 2005 by lifeofck

This is a not-so-OFFICIAL DENOUNCEMENT of ASSUMPTION

In recent times, I begin to realise that many people love to assume. Psychologically why they do so…I will attempt to reserach at a later date. Hell, I will need to know why I myself assume too! (Of coz I do, I’m human too, GENIUS! of coz…not AS often though.)
For those who do not know my offcial blog address, here’s an extract of the latest:
"I THINK people become the environment that they mix with. ( ie: If you mix with positive people, you will be positive. If you mix with younger boys and girls, you will be boys and girls. you get what I mean.)
I THINK people tend to LOOOOOOVE grabbing onto the past and see it as their future.
For those who assumes alot about me or about things in general, best of luck in your life too. You will find yourself in arguements with those who do not assume..and you will find yourself in arguement as you try to describe me.
Truth is…you can’t describe me because you assume.
how about me then? I bitch about these people…am I like them? I’m glad I’m not.
In times of trouble, I offer myself options. Yesh, I get troubled…but I work them out. With or with no help. If it seemed I do not have help, there are justified reasons why. If I refuse help, I have justified reasons to do so.
I do not indulge in blaming people unless I get really really peeved. Then through it all…THROUGH IT ALL… I learn. I learn about the person next to me. I get smarter. And I find an environment that I can sit in and learn much more. A positive one of course!
Do I REALLY get angry? Of coz I do. I have a fiery temper in fact. You can’t take it from me. It’s what’s keeping me going on and on everyday in my life. It’s called PASSION. I seldom get angry with a person. When I do, it’s bad. Really BAD."
Some people are not understanding this. When I say," Deal with it"
The question then become how do you DEAL with it?
Ask me? Attempt to read between the lines to draw an understanding before CONFIRMING your thoughts?
Or
Enough said.
Are you assuming?

…Come-back…

October 20th, 2005 by lifeofck

Come back or Comeback??

If anyone is making your own assumptions about the above question, then for the first time, I welcome you to do so.

This begs the questions, what exactly am I refering to when I say come-back? For a start…Perhaps I’m saying COMEBACK.

I’m beginning to feel that I am conjuring a comeback in my career.  The chinese saying goes "For a man to take revenge, it is never too long even if it’s 10years". Taking it in its essence, I will now say that time is my best friend and I will conjure the comeback that no one can expect. Thinking back in my life, I have done so multiple times. MULTIPLE. There was a time when people tell me things are difficult and it’s impossible to achieve…guess what…I achieved them!

There are also times when I believed in the people around me who said they will assist me to achieve great heights…and in the end, they turned out nothing. Some ran away with MY HARD WORK and MY BLOOD-EARNED MONEY, though promising to return but …NOTHING. Some ran away with UN-REASONABLE wage-payout and in the end done only 2 jobs. Haha! I’m laughing now because although they have came up with reasons to justify their positions, in my mind I know Karma has its ways to make me learn some precious lessons. This lesson called BETRAYAL.

Hey…but perhaps I was asking some entity to come back!

Luck? Energy? Motivation? A certain girl? Money? Time? Karma?

It’s ALL up to imagination what else. I could write up a passage for the possibility of each of the above…if I do so, you probably would fall asleep by then.

In the meantime…I welcome you to wonder..

What DO I mean by come-back? Is it COMEBACK or COME BACK?

Cheerz!

Zen and…Art of Positivity

July 1st, 2005 by lifeofck

Today’s blog is a great combination of 2 very very vague expressions. Zen. Positivity. Damn…I’m filled with cheeminology.

Anywayz…

In Zen, we continue to question our existence and the purpose of our lives during these 70plus years. While many travel the road of life wondering what’s going to happen next or wonder if they have made the rigt decisions, many have forgotten that the answers to all that lies in their capability to stay positive.

Yes, this is where the Art of Positivity comes in.

In Kelvin’s latest book, the Art of Positivity is a powerful tool. It has the pure power to surge through all troubles in life and even overturn dire situations that many would deem impossible to overcome. In the book, it says that even if there’s 1% chance of success, one will be still be able to succeed. All it takes is pure belief and trust in oneself. Allow only the Voice of Positivity speak.

Although it may be true that many others have their 10 cents worth of speech about the outcome, it is ultimately our choice towards Positivity or Negativity. If we succumb to others negative comments, we have chosen to listen to phrases like "sure cannot! Die lah…"

Should we choose Positivity, we stride on in life…and only choose to hear the words "It can be done. Doing WHATEVER it takes" …hence proving the definition of "Against All Odds".

Keep a lookout for this space for more Zen and….Whatever.

In the meantime, keep positive!

Zen and …WHAT??

June 22nd, 2005 by lifeofck

If there is a book named "Zen and the Art of Motocycle Maintenance", then I can call this blog post "Zen and the Art of Driving"

My quest for Truth and all about my life is like me behind the wheels. Many times, when I send my friends home..i really do not know how to travel to Hougang St 51. Or Bukit Batok West Ave.4. Like, where the hell are these places?? And how the hell am I suppose to make my way there?? I would read the sign-boards, make U-turns if I go the wrong way or even stop to ask a cab-uncle…and given enough time, I would look up the map online. I didn’t know how to drive to Club MoMo…yet I drove myself there anyhow.

So what’s the point here?

In life, doing reserach and homework (online map) before setting foot into anything is a plus point. However, if there’s no oppotunity, take a brave step forward…look out for clues or ask for advise (sign-boards)…and move on.

Would anyone appreciate this piece of suggestion? Honestly, I hope those friends I care for would appreciate. Those that I don’t care…well..I don’t care.

Don’t like my attitude? Deal with it.

by the way…if any one of you happen to read this..do tell everyone about my business. The website is ww.cream-models.com. It’s not perfect but I’ll deal with it.

Cheerz!